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30 weeks today.
i figured i'd write each week now since i'm getting closer to my due date,
and i wanna look back on this and remember this pregnancy. i have been
reading back to when i was pregnant with baby carson and all the craziness
i went through at that time does not even compare to the calmness now.
but how come i feel so chaotic right now, and constantly panicked? i really
just want a day to be free. i need it.
so i haven't really taken any belly pictures, as our camera is still in the pits.
i have a blessing way with my sisters last weekend. the sweetest thing ever.
lindsay made such a beautiful set up for us and amy cooked some yummy
homemade manicotti. everything was so sweet and pretty and calm. i loved it.
i love my sisters, and when we all get to be together. it's rare. so it was so happy.
i wish i could have taken pictures of the pretty things Lin did for me,
but i will remember it gooood. and probably never take the garland down from the
fireplace. kody and i have been thinking hard about which baby girl names we
like the best. we have a few narrowed down. it's hard. we are BOTH picky.
so our list is short. i feel pretty complete with this baby coming. today anyway.
all i need to do is just love love love her and that's all. i don't need much STUFF.
even though some days i'm panicking about it, i know it will all be okay.
i'm ready.

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