Wednesday, November 17, 2010
i'm having theee absolute hardest time deciding about school.
i still have a few weeks to figure it out.
i know that i'm gonna go.
but i dont know what i want to do.
deep down i badly want to do esthetics,
but i just dont know if i should get my general associates first?
or what. i'm sooooooooooo LOst.
kody has been strugglin with school and work ever since we got our apartment...
and i seriously want to help him get his education.
he is not motivated when all we can think about is paying 900 dollars a month rent.
but we love so much to have our own place.
more than Anythingggggg.
well i hope this new year will bring some good things for us,
i worked hard this year to get big things off my list.
and school is my next one.
i'm thinking we should get on a low income housing list for next year.
but i am having the hardest time finding where i get on that list at...
i just dont understand that whole grant thing either,
is there a way to get money to help pay for living expenses?
holidays are coming fast.
haha sheesh. im making lots of homemade things though,
i made a pom pom garland for my tree thats almost done...
and we still need to get our passports before it costs a fortune.
as well as i still need to get my phone on.
but right now i feel like i dont even need it.
life is too expensive.
and everything stresses me out right now.
it makes me want to cry.
i'm glad kody supports me with whatever i do.
and i support him tooo.
and i turn 21 so soon.
i just want to go on a date with kody sooooo bad
with no distractions and no worries.
even if its just goin for a walk or
a drive or somethING.