i keep saying it.
i need my ged.
my license.
pay that same late ultra sound bill.
take carson to the doctor.
lose the weight from being pregnant.
call medicaid.



and here i am procrastinating.


i didnt know it was like this okay...
my life did a whole 360 out of no where.
and i still wake up sometimes and cant even believe it because it feels like just yesterday.

i've got to keep going.
what am i doing?