jaaaade;

real

2012-01-28T00:29:00.000-08:00

i feel busy around here. i try to keep things clean. i try to be a good mama. and a good wife. try to get my homework done on time. it's hard to keep up. this little boy is getting too old. i thought it would take a million years for him to be this big. and now it won't stop. he just keeps getting bigger and smarter. and i'm missing his baby - ness. tonight i wrapped him in a blanket and rocked him to sleep. he is everything to me. dinosaurs and all. lately i have been surrounded by many new and good friends. me and kody have been occupied and not too stressed. i could use a long drive and just do nothing. tonight, i REALLY miss my sister. i had to say it.
-this life, i tell you. dang.

Decorate my deskkkk

2012-01-27T23:42:00.000-08:00

I've been brainstorming ideas to make my desk all cute with this new computer, and since I'm obsessed with neon right now - I can't help myself... I love modern everything. ahhhhh!

1 black clock from - CB2

2 Green stripe rug from - Target

3 & print from - shopampersand

4 metal table lamp from - west elm

5 green file cabinet from - cb2

6 louis ghost chair from - amazon.com

mmm//

2012-01-24T19:02:00.000-08:00

Hey blog hey,
I just finished deep cleaning our bedroom,
closets and everything. It took me this whole
day. But I'm so glad it's done. And now I can
scratch that one off my list. Next up is Carson's
room. Which is easier cause its just toys that go
in buckets. So I downloaded a photoshop trial today.
Which means I have thirty days to make really cool
things and then decide if it's worth buying.
I got me a new desktop computer. It's huuuuge! I love
it! It's a touch screen and all that good stuffff,
for a way gooood deal. It's awesome! Since I have photoshop,
oh just wait and you see the cooool things I'm gonna make!
I want February to Hurry - I LOVE VALENTINE's DAY!
And this weekend was busy crazy - we went to Leatherbees
with all my sister/brother in laws and the spouses.
(minus Keira & Steve! We missed you guys!)
It was fun though, pretty sure I love the cheese fries.
Then Saturday we spent the whole day at chuck e cheese
with our friends Jaycie and Dallas that were in Nebraska
with us. It was pretty fun! After that we came home and
had them over for some treats, and Kjersti and Tyler
showed up so I made them parmesan chicken. It was fun!
And THEn Sunday we went to visit our Nebraska friends
again in Orem where they live and watched the boys
play nintendo and ate my enchiladas and jaycie's yummy
cinnamon rolls. This weekend was so busy visiting friends
and family - but it was great and I'm so glad we got to see
everyone. I needed it though, took lots of stuff off my
mind. I got a happy package from my friend Amanda in the
mail - her creativity is amazingggg - she sent me some of
her cutest flower pins ever. And I really loved that gold
and cream twine. I need to some now! Were doing a swap,
and I owe her one of my bracelets in return... her shop is
awesome and her blog go here*
Now I have two reports to do, three packages to
send. Some cupcakes to make. A crazy three year old to
chase. And speaking of, I cut my hair. Thank goodness
Christine fixed it. Kody's interview with the hospital
today. Out of sixty other interviews... Crossing my
fingers for him. But at least he already has a job.
I'm proud of him. I love my boys. of Course.
Now somebody come visit me! I cleaned my apartment all
nice :)

I wanna make

oreo pudding cake from lilluna.com
pumpkin meringue pie from darlingnotes.blogspot.com
potato soup from sixsistersstuff.blogspot.com

strange clouds *

2012-01-12T12:23:00.000-08:00

-Taco / Karaoke night at my house with my parents (hilarious)
-Crazy school schedules and homework already
-Spending my days with the two cutest boys ever
-Working for my mom - keeping her on top of things!
-Kody has an interview with the phlebotomy program at IHC!
-He also just got a job at this place called Prosper =)
-Decided to renew our lease and keep staying where were at
-got on the waiting list for a housing program in west jordan
(which will be great for us while were in school)
-I love 2012 - this fresh new year is so good to me
-Made beets & leeks soup with Candice - only would I make
a soup like that with her... and Kody swallowed a stick haha!
-I cut my bangs - why oh why
-New songs on the ipod - adele, rihanna, and some dubstep *
-Peach jolly ranchers
-overdue on some clothes shopping ASAP
-New leopard flats on my doorstep
-Valentine stuff everywhere making me sooo happy
-Wanting to go to Brick Oven
-5 school books to buy still
-Tio's Restaurant talks with my mom and steen
-Finished all my certification classes for the doula thing
-Ready for whatever else this new year is going to bring me
Yessssss =)

update:
I found this amazing blog the focus's on these successful women who have children
and some of them share their birth stories - or even where they get their adorable baby clothes and furniture... i really liked reading through it..
Go look THE GLOW

I love Rebecca Minkoff

Loving right now

2012-01-05T23:18:00.000-08:00

juicy couture ipad case
white west elm owl mug - owl anything
black suede boots
madebygirl gold print - LOVE this
burt's bees buttermilk baby lotion - i know its for baby but it smells gooooood
keebler fudge stripe cookies - on my second package of these

yep - and i'm loving january - what about you?

2012-01-04T23:43:00.000-08:00

from wickedpaper

we have had basically nothing big on our agenda for the
past two weeks since christmas break. school next week!
today it really started to sink in! kody is taking so many classes...
eeeeee!! i'm really excited though. everything just keeps feeling
like it's falling in place. i dont know. and valentine's is my
most favorite holiday ever - i cannot wait at ALLLL.
breastfeeding class with my doula girls this weeekend and
then i need to order my doula packet and get ready to do some
births. i have been getting back into doing office work for my
mom. she has been on like fifty vacations this winter i swear.
we went and visited christine at her cute lil apartment tonight,
and we got takeout from jason's deli - it was actually delisssh.
and carson is officially a SMART big kid. he's getting to be
a handful - always wanting to do things all the time. i have to
keep him busy lots. he tries to be really independent, it's funny.
i love him so much. his obsession with dinosaurs is still as strong
as before... and he is officially truly potty trained now - i'm
pretty positive this time. kody had two job interviews this week
and then we did the big application process for the phlebotomy
program because that just opened up and he's really interested.
we will seeeeee what's meant to be will always find it's way.
and i think i'm gonna start working out again and take an online
workout class because the one i took last year helped me lose
fifteen pounds. yes please! planning a lil getawaaaay soon
and the biggest thing on my list is to
get my some storage bins and a dresser to store all those freakin
clothes me and kody have all over the place! even carson's clothes
are neverending! can i just say though - that i am loving this new year!
:)
on my list:
white jeans for me,
cardigan sweater & new shoes for carson,
take carson to the new dinosaur museum,
park city park city park city,
to cut or to keep growing out - my Bangs,
cut kody's hair,
cooking big dinner tomorrow,
make a mobile and spray paint that table,
so much more... ahgg

full

2012-01-02T22:47:00.000-08:00

i haven't really thought about a new years resolution -

i usually have something in mind - but right now i don't.

i know 2012 will have something good for me though.

i haven't been in the blog mood lately - we have been

spending as much time as we can at our apartment now.

it's usually that we go to our parents and visit because we love

the company. but we just love it here so much. it feels so

much like home now. i'm looking forward to school next

week, and whatever else life will throw at us. we don't

really have anything on our agenda this year besides

school - and that's it. i have the breastfeeding course

this weekend that me and steen have to take for the doula

class. and i really really want to open up my etsy shop.

i keep talking about it. i just want to DO it. new years was

really fun actually. we ran into our old friends taylor

and james at texas roadhouse earlier in the week and

we all realized none of us has new years plans - so they

came over. we played board games and watched the ball

drop and then watched a movie like normal people do.

it was funny. they just had a baby in october and i'm

glad that we hung out with them. it was funny cause they

seem just like me and kody. i guess this year i look forward

-making new friends

-going to church more

-enjoying this apartment more

-more crafts

-finishing up doula business

-more time with my boys (plus a little getaway)

-learning new things

-getting in shape of course

-being braver

-waiting for change.

here we go

2011-12-28T01:19:00.000-08:00

christmas was great
my boys are my best friends
i got the best purse ever from kody
we made velveeta dip and hot chocolate
carson got his most wanted train set
and lin sent me adorable pillows
my mom got me all sorts of crafty supplies
and i have been making making so
many things tonight - i keep thinking of
such good ideas of things i want to make
if only i had a camera and the time to open
me up a shop - i made real cute girly head
bands - we need more girls in this family
& theres a present for me somewhere from my parents
- it's missing- an ipad case - one i want ,
where oh where can it be -
i swear i have searched everywhere, it's lost forever
& kody found us the greatest black entertainment
center for our living room for FREEeee on
KSL - it looks real good in our apartment
and pretty sure i don't even wanna move out
of this adorable place - now all we need is
a mattress for our bed and this place would
be perfect - i love the feeling of christmas
i sure wish it snowed here - i'm really hoping
that spring will come very fast though
because i have a lot to look forward to
& my parents are leaving town for new years
which im bummed because i was really looking
forward to dad's puzzles and bean dip and treats
since last year i got jipppped - guess ill have to
start my own tradition and throw a party at
their house while they're gone - muahaha
i think i'm allergic to coca-cola
yeah yeah yeah

mirror

2011-12-22T21:44:00.000-08:00

five gratefuls -
one - my apartment and the many many things i have in it - i am blessed.
two - music - it can speak for me
three - carson - he completes me. he understands me. is my best friend. is the best thing that ever happend to me.
four - my mom's cozy house - the peaceful feeling when i'm in it. my little vacation getaway.
five - the love thats surrounding me.

merry christmas

chilly

2011-12-20T23:43:00.000-08:00

realizingpresent participle of re·al·ize (Verb)

Verb:

Become fully aware of (something) as a fact; understand clearly:

The holidays are sneaking up on me way too quick.
Mostly I am looking forward to spending time with family.
There is a lot I have to do in these 4 short days, but I think
I can manage.It has been nice to have this small break from
school as well. 4 new classes in two weeks. And a new year.
I'm already thinking and looking back at 2011 and how much
has happend. 2011 was a fast year. And a huge year for me.
I realized A LOT. Now, I know. I'm trying to look forward
and keep myself going. and that's what is set in my mind. I don't
know where I'm headed yet - but I do know it's gonna be
good. I think that everything happens for a reason - whether
we want to agree with it or not. It does.
I'll take it as that - for now. See ya lata.

Joy

2011-12-13T11:41:00.000-08:00

Christmas is literally in 2 weeks-
I feel so unprepared. I've been busy finishing up my finals for school, last ones tomorrow! So sad my doula class is coming to an end! But I'm pretty sure I've already found some first clients for me! Can't wait. The snow is here today. I'm on Presley pick-up duty and I think she's gonna have a sleepover with us. I'm so excited, It's been a while since I've been the "babysitter". We used to do so many fun projects. Wish Jack could come too! I finally got a new phone and the package man took it away so I have to pick it up at the fed ex location like 20 minutes away. Don't you hate that. I literally missed him by ten minutes. Ugh... And Carson Kody and I have been extremely sick with colds these past two days. I'm so ready to be done being sick - Working on like ten different crafts projects all at once. Handmade christmas presents galore over here ... Besides being sick, I'm really happy and Loving this christmas holiday so much. eeeeeeeee!!!

Two things I really want this year,

New iPad case and joico shampoo.
I am really needing to make a list I just havent found time quite yet. But.... :)

time is everything

2011-12-09T20:15:00.000-08:00

via vol25 on etsy

why why why -
wish i could say what i feel sometimes
hii blog readers. its friday.
me and carson are best friends.
basically.
we are watching frosty the snowman.
then next up is home alone with macaulay.
its quiet and everyone is out & about
i needed this time. time with my boy
time to think. if you read my blog
you know i liike my thinking time.
this is a weird post. sort of because
i'm not sure.
not sure at all why things happen the
way they do. why people come and go
from our lives and why they cant just
come and not ever go. i dont get it.
as christmas approaches i feel so holidayish
if that could be a word. i feel a lot
more in the REAL time giving mood.
i wish i could make everybody happy.
this life is crazy.
----
so i am taking four more classes.
i was thinking about how i worked
so hard to get into college status. i'm
proud of me. i'm still going. i dont know
still what i'm going for, but i cant predict
anything anymore these days.
kody is outta town - workin working..
i very much dislike this, him being away :(
he is so good to me, hes my best friend.
i feel so empty when hes gone. luckily
i have carson to keep me company or i dont
know what i would do. oh & i cant forget the
little debbie christmas tree cupcakes also keeping
me company..

-----
on the list;
take my boys to see temple square lights
and a grab some toasty hot chocolate
watch the lunar eclipse moon with my mama
send someone happy mail
do what i love
finish up christmas crafty projects
get me a new shirt

bake christmas cookies

feeel good.

goodnight -

Twenty two years

2011-12-01T23:51:00.000-08:00

photo done by LovelyLindsay @ runlucasrun.blogspot.com

I had a great birthday,
it started out with a good morning making christmas
ornaments, and then Kody taking me to Zupas for lunch
and h&M to shop. then we browsed the gateway all up
until dinner time and ate at Himalayan kitchen with my
mom and sisters and Candice. I had to run quick and get
to class though, which I had such a great time in class.
We had a lady come and do some kind of circle hypnotize
I don't know what you would call it, for empowering women,
I don't know how to explain it but it was really cool,
and it got me thinking a lot about myself, she told us
some really cool things that I won't forget. I want to to
come do a circle gathering for me and all my sisters, it was
so relaxing and eye opening. Anyway, so I got home and
had my little family party, Kody surprised me with a
Red Velvet cheesecake and some new clothes, along with
really cute earrings. My sister Lindsay sent me a package
with our family pics she did for us all printed out and I
coulda almost cried. Sometimes people do something for
you that they don't even know means something to you,
I couldn't even explain it. But anyways, I feel like I'm constantly
on the run lately. So much to do and I can't squeeze it all in.
Today was the first day I got to relax, even though I wrote
an essay in the midst of all that and went to a three hour class.
I also learned this week that raking leaves is harder than I thought!
And it's also an amazing work - out! HAha. And a good time to think
and think and realize a lot about my life. sheesh.
So I just haven't updated my blog for a few days, and lots has
happend. We ran to Washington for thanksgiving with Steen,
I really love Lindsay and Jeff and all their kids. It makes me
so happy. Lindsay did my family photos and I am just loving
them. And we did craft night and made wreaths, ornaments,
and my christmas cards! Well, I hope I get a good free break
day pretty soon, my mind feels like it's going a hundred miles
an hour. Happy Birthday to me, so happy i was born to the best
family, & Happy birthday to my mom today, because she gave birth to
me on this day. Gonna go snuggle my boys and watch
a show till I fall asleep -
*
Time flies.

Holidays

2011-11-16T12:04:00.000-08:00

These days have been nice. They go by too fast. I have been in homework mode. And starting to get into the Christmas mode. Anthropologie has the absolute most sweetest christmas decorations I've ever seen in my life. That's for sure. I have a huge list of crafty things to do this winter - heres a few on my mind (Oh, I love pinterest*)

Christmas tags/ornaments from DomestiFluff

Gold Spray painter mason jars for my makeup brushes from SpearmintWedding

Reinbirds tags from LilaRuby King such a cute idea

Glitter letters - these ones are from BHLDN

Ahhh, I need to have a craft night, ASAP! So many cool ideas right now.

Hmm, what else. Kody and I are taking a college class together next quarter... It will be funny. I'm kind of excited. And Carson is potty trained completely. I'm so proud of him. And like shocked... I love it though. I feel like such a lazy mom now because he does all this stuff on his own now it's crazy! Well I was just loving this day today. Christmas things are on my mind, and my birthday of course. I hope me and Kody can take a road trip outta here soon.

birthday list *

2011-11-15T18:04:00.000-08:00

i finally made a birthday list i know my birthday isn't for two weeks, but today was so laid back and it felt so much like winter and everytime i feel the holiday winter spirit i am reminded that it's almost my birthday!! soooo here it goes -

a pom pom garland like this one from white Wonder

anthropologie ipad case or any ipad case

cute washi patterned tape in black and white stripes - this on from pretty tape

a plaid flannel blanket, this ones from LovelyHomeIdea

day of the dead t-shirt from zen threads on etsy

flower 2012 wall calendar from HousethatLarsBuilt on etsy

hunter boots! black/red/green i love them allll

gold diamond studded earrings - yes please

pretty embroidery hoop art for my house - this ones from merriweatherCouncil
Red Jeans- abercrombie american eagle target - they're everwhere and i need some!
the fish hotel from Crate&Barrel of course

an initial necklace with a j on it in gold - this ones from steLLAsalvador

pretty much i just want cupcakes and food, a craft night with my fam, and sister in laws, and a date night with my husband please :)

and how could i forgot some good ol french vanilla hot cocoa - my fave....

lately

2011-11-11T10:59:00.000-08:00

via pinterest

cinnamon rolls
sleeping in
late nights
remembering
writing essays
oreos
carson potty trained
pullin out the old uggs
no makeup
thinking about h&m
school takes so long
wheres my mother?
kodys cowboy boots
village inn french toast
dad talking about the sea
done buying diapers
good hair days
grateful for nice people
laughing a lot
comedy shows
going back to bed
big sweatshirts
futuristic thinking
the best music
red nail polish
encouragement
my son is older than me
santa push pops
velveeta chili dip
secrets
crazy people

say what you mean - mean what you say

2011-11-10T23:09:00.000-08:00

via etsy - amyriceart

eight

2011-11-08T11:26:00.000-08:00

me and my boys reallllly slept in today.
it felt great. you'd think since we had this whole house to ourselves we would sleep on one of the ten comfiest beds in this house, but no, we still pick the couch. so funny. today is cleaning day. i need to get in cleaning mode because my parents get home tomorrow and i want this place to look happy and sparkling! ha.& it's time to get new classes at midnight. can't wait to see what next semester is going to bring. i didn't realize my birthday was so soon and i always have to make a birthday list. it's my favorite part about my birthday. i may or may not be making one today in between cleaning breaks. kody is gonna leave for work at 3 and i hate it. but i'm so proud of how hard he works. i feel so grateful for so many things already this month. i kind of am liking november. i think good things are coming. christmas lists birthday lists i love lists, i cant wait for the holidays now. so glad the snow melted already ;| the only thing on my list besides homework is going to the antique store... and Park city time.

via ascotfriday

NNhmR

2011-11-07T14:08:00.000-08:00

wishing waiting wondering. the weekend was another old weekend. some good things. some good times. some realizing. i felt inspired by this song all weekend.

& today is another day. i can't quite put into words what this day feels like.
just be patient - just keep going

friday & it feels like tuesday

2011-11-04T16:34:00.000-07:00

i realized that i always have a picture of my mug and no face.

it's because i'm always drinking cider or hot cocoa, and

have no makeup on and am wearing kody's big t-shirt.

today was so calm and quiet around here. carson is out

with grandma janeen, and kody has been gone since 8.

i think i might be a good wife and have enchiladas ready

for him when he gets home... he has got to be the most

tired person in the world right now. i feel bad.

and here i am, doing homework, making bracelets and

i feel crazy. i don't know what to do with myself when

carson is gone and kody is gone and my parents are gone,

and it's just so quiet around here. so i am writing in my blog.

i already watched all my recorded tv shows. oh dear.

i don't want this cold weather to come. i like the fall feeling.

but i guess it's almost my birthday, i didn't even think about

that. shoot. i need to make a birthday list

oh p.s. if you want your hair to feel amazing,

i got this oil in my birchbox called orofluido that you put

on your hair, and i have been using it and my hair has never

felt so dang soft in my life. i promise you that... haha

november

2011-11-03T15:23:00.000-07:00

it's doula class day. steen comes over :)
i'm watching the kardashian wedding...
it's ridiculous. i got to catch up with my
old friend hilary at the cheesecake factory
today. it was great. i missed her. very
jealous of her jeffrey campbell shoes.
i hope i start hanging out with her more.
i need more girly friends i feel like.
i'm loving november, better than october.
i started making some bracelets today.
theyre kinda cute sooo i tried to take
a picture of what they are turning out like.
i was inspired by the etsy site "doctor
closet"... they look good in real life *i think

and i got to take some pictures of carson
while he was playing outside with the
fall leaves around. i havent taken his picture
for quite some time...
so anyways blog. next on my list is making
cinnamon rolls and enchiladas for dinner,
everyones invited... :)

2011-11-02T14:33:00.000-07:00

-cafe rio for lunch
-target browsing
-etsy package FINALLY came
-getting some projects going
-my sister in law Jess is having a girl!
-i'm craving coldstone
-needing a night alone with Kody
-Carson is kinda almost potty trained
-halloween candy
-a lunch date tomorrow with my old bff
-wanting to make cinnamon rolls
-thinking about pumpkin pie
-gonna cuddle with Carson
& read his new book.
-life is crazy
-getting really excited for christmas stuff
ahhhhhh

hello blog

2011-11-02T00:18:00.000-07:00

So I officially really miss my parents. I am such a wuss. But this house is so scary with out them. And Majestic is definately no where near a "guard dog". Me and Carson got Cafe Rio to go. In our PJ's... And I love that it's time for all the christmas catalogs to come. Halloween was okay, Kjersti took Carson out and I felt so loser-ish because I had no one to go with, but it worked out. And I took him to the mall earlier. SO he got tons of candy to share! Then me and cars when and rented hocus pocus to be ready for when Kody got home. And that was that. This next week is going to start getting hectic. School is almost over and I'll have officially completed three semesters.. (very proud)... So many exams next week and research papers, I'm not looking forward to any of it. Doula class has been a piece of cake. I think when you actually enjoy the topic your learning, you really succeed. Obviously. I need to start puttin the word out that I need to attend births. I don't know. I think if I assist a couple with my mom, it will give me a better feel of the environment. I'm funny like that. I have my grandma's nervous genes. Speaking of my Grandma Mag, I really need to go visit her, been thinking of her all week and she's getting surgery in a couple days. Good luck Grams. Well goodnight. I'll try to not scare myself of all those crazy sounds outside I hear. H&M and Crate&Barrel opens in one week, shopppppin.

s

2011-10-31T10:25:00.000-07:00

We attempted to sleep at my parent's house last night
and we got really scared and ended up at Janeen's,
only because our house is too far to drive at midnight.
Kody had to scare me by saying he heard something
out in the bushes while he was in the hot tub last night.
And I tried to watch a scary movie, I did. I'm such a
wuss now. Ha! I sure hope target doesn't close early
tonight. Because that's where I'll be. Maybe Steen
will stay for dinner... I'm so glad there is no snow yet.
I'm praying it won't show up this year, it will forget.
My mom emails me from Mexico everyday so far..
I wish that was me right now trading her places.
Like I said in my last post, I'm still severly contemplating
taking off to Washington or even California to stay
with Gina? Anywhere but here. I get Utah overdosed
every once in a while. Pretty sure. And I shouldn't
have ate Carson's sugar cookie for breakfast... He's
gonna be so mad at me when he wakes up... HAHA.
okay okay I need to get into the halloween spirit...
i'm trying... I'm guessing I'll be posting later tonight
too... At least I get to cuddle with Kody for two more
hours.

Happy Halloween

2011-10-30T21:55:00.000-07:00

drinkin a sobe strawberry daiquiri, best drink ever.
eating smorez cereal, best cereal ever.
it's so quiet at my parent's house with out them.
but i'm thinkin they probably are loving it in cancun.
i've been watchin the moon -
tomorrow i have to trick or treat with carson alone.
kody has to work on halloween, i'm bummed.
i'm making enchiladas this week for whoever wants
to come scarf them down with me. that and
doing my homework and thinking about what to
do next with my life. i'm trying to slowly lighten
up my hair. and contemplating chopping it off..
it's officially lonely here without my mama to tell
secrets to. i'm thinking of running away to pasco
when i get the chance.
oh and my etsy package still hasn't come.
but my birch box did, and that was the highlight
to my day yesterday... loved it. i think i need
another one? yaaaaaaaaaaa.
thank goodness i have carson so i'm never alone.
well, here's to a week of being bored
because everybody's gone and my HUSBANd has
to work until 11:00 pm every night. oh this week
better go by faster then fast.
halloween tomorrow. & me and my dinosaur will share
some apple cider in the morning, make
peanut butter cookies, open our presents from
gRammy/mom and trick or treat the mall.
since i'm afraid of getting kidnapped. :/
see ya lataaa.

just be

2011-10-28T11:22:00.000-07:00

papercut by elsita

i need to make some more papercut pictures,
it's been a minute and it sound so fun right now.
so i have barely seen kody's face this week,
on top of his new job full time hours, he is
still trying to get to class. i'm glad i have been
working with my mom lately, it's been a great
little side job, i can help her out, keep myself
busy while kody's gone, and make some extra
money for us. christine got her first doula
client and attended her first birth as a doula
today, and i am oh so jealous of her! i have
been looking into the midwifery school here,
i really just don't know what i want to do with
my life / career, anything. but my parents leave
this weekend on a big long cancun vacation,
which i am also really jealous about. i get to
be the house-sitter. i got a bunch of mountain
mike's coupons so it's gonna be me and my
pizza and some scary movies. and i think i'll
take some fall pictures of Carson. maybe
right now actually. i'm trying my best to help
kody with his school. we do his homework
late late and night, and then get him some snacks
and dinner food packed for his long day. oh and i
took carson to the dentist and the pediatrician
this week. he got his teeth cleaned, and i'm surprised
at how good he was! i was so proud of my lil friend.
and then he got not one, not two, but FIVE shots
to try and help him get caught up on his
immunizations... don't ask, i was very nervous,
and i got talked into it... but he's ok, besides
his poor sore leg and he can't hardly walk... :(
i already know what he's getting for christmas this
year, i'm pretty much making a big amazon.com
order for all his stuff cause it will be easier to just
order it all in one package instead of scramblin
around. this is a long boring blog post. but i needed
to catch myself up. me and jessica have had like routine
late night hot chocolate or blockbuster runs...
i love it though, we could talk and talk. i had her babysit
carson last night for my doula class, and she pretty
much spoiled him like crazy. he loves going to kris and
jessica's. i'm so grateful for so many things...
it's already time to add new classes
this next week... crossin my fingers for some good
ones... i love my boys.

carson's wish list-
(the things he's getting from me....)